I know that if you've been keeping up with this blog you probably realize what a blast I'm having and the ways God is really working through and to me. My heart is so full of JOY and PEACE about being right where I'm supposed to be...but let me be completely 110% honest with you b/c I feel like we can pray about this together...
It's not easy being over here alone. You long for people who know you and who love you and give you hugs all the time and that you can call anytime you need them. I have virtually no desire to come home right now, but I'm homesick. I get sad. I feel like it's normal though, and I'm not worried about it, but bottomline...my heart is sad.
It's also an awesome challenge, but a challege nonetheless to make sure that your output does not exceed your input. I found myself telling these girls the other day some truth about God's infinite love that I haven't even completely sold myself on.
So I guess the prayer is that I can really get over my loneliness/homesickness, take ample time to input and really die to self here.
thats me. being real. :)
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
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Jess,
You are being loved and prayed for everyday by all of us. I understand your sad heart. We are with you-in the blessings in the smiles of the MK's. We are there in the little ways - look for us. We miss you too.
Blessings - Jan
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