like a river.

so this is what ive most recently learned...about pride and all that...is that ive really had this mentality about how life is only so short - I have to do all this and this and this and fill my life with all these projects and God is like..NO..it's not about what YOU can do, it's what I can do through you and I will bring you into relationships i want you to have and more than all that, you're just MY child, Jessie, that HAS to be enough for you first before I can use you completely, b/c other wise, your whole life is going to be about what YOU can do.

its like this...instead of me trying to give out cups of water - God wants his river to flow through me.

what does that look like?